Media Corp day!!!

Let's not blog about upsetting things today... Today was a new start for me...

Today is my first day in Mediacorp finally as a temp staff and no longer as a student anymore!!! Haha, although i'm attached to SMA only,that didn't stop me from meeting people there... I'm gonna be working with a lady from 95.8fm... Hehe,only call her 吴老师 for now... And 托福，i also interacted with Yes933's Liyi... Wow,always hear her on the radio,so didn't noe it was her untill 吴老师 intro-ed her to me to noe...She's really very friendly,cause although i could see she was very very tired,she tried to keep the conversation going...and have i mentioned? Polite too...Very de 没架子... Super nice... Now only i noe they work very very hard... *RESPECT*... I'm gonna enjoy my upcoming months there i noe...I'm sure i'm going to see more people and get to know them...

Next happy thing was,hey hey,someone mentioned that my voice and Chinese was nice wor,asked if i was a DJ,or going to be one...hehe...but to me,only one person's voice is the nicest,and that person knows it...cause i said so...(^V^) and i haven heard it in awhile...

So to all of you out there,Good Nightz...

And to you,Good nite,sleep tight,sweet dreamz,guai guai...Selamat Hari Raya...

我依然是你的情人

忘了昨夜我的泪，过了今天我是谁，镜子里的那张脸，会不会拥有明天
你的心总是善变，爱上你始终危脸，一成不变的谎言，愿不愿给我明天
真假的瞬间，梦幻的边缘，再多痴心也不能画成一个圆
我依然是你的情人，我依然爱你最深，别再紧闭你的唇，不哭不笑也不问
我依然是你的情人，我依然爱你最深，你的眼神太伤人，不看不听也不问，我的真理

Sick...everywhere...

Tired today,dunno why... Haha,maybe because finally sick le ba... It's been awhile,but it finally set in liaoz,the sickness...haha... This time,i got no 凉茶 or anyone to take care of me... Well,lucky b4 all this,i went to pray le... Pray for your studies to improve,ur new knowledge absorbtion to be great...and for u to be happy...

Be happy always...

Good Night,Sleep Tight,Sweet Dreamz,Guai Guai...

爱到最后一秒也不委屈

看来我遇到了个劲敌,爱情也碰到了新危机,当你眼光中出现了从来都没有过欲言又止歉意,为难是三个人的习题 爱情怎能对价成友情,成全不是我的主题,却又无路可去 如何能停止爱你

你说再见的表情 怎能带着怜悯,如此结局 唯一原因,只因为我爱你...

爱到最后一秒也不委屈 男人的心情,比起后悔 三人都败 我起码够慷慨,痛到最后一秒也不委屈 因为我爱你,一边爱情 一边友情 我都曾经尽力...

因为你。。。

Hey,Today i realised that actually i'm getting what i deserved...I haven been perfectly honest with u... I left a very big thing out that i never wanted to tell u...But with the way things are going,i'm gonna have to tell u soon...Just must tell u first,i'm sorry...Really really sorry for lying so long to u,ball-ball...

Good Night,sleep tight,sweet dreamz,guai guai...因为面对着你我才笑得甜蜜，爱像海水倒灌疯狂不息，想马上抱紧着你，把手放在你手心，快点问我在等待的问题，因为身旁的你彻底占有我的心，爱像自投罗网般不能自己，不后悔疯狂爱你，不顾一切只为你，因为我早已准备好说我愿意。。。。

会呼吸的痛....

有个人告诉我，她没想过要和我分开，因为如果分开，看到我的信会痛，哼我爱的歌会痛。。。想念我也会痛。。。可是最后她选了最痛的方法离开。。。

Really really tired le....Never so tired b4....

Well,i dunno what i ever did to this this type of treatment...Really... 我自认没破坏过别人的感情生活...den why when it's my turn,i get it time and again...It's really very life shortening... Really very hard to carry on... Friends will be there to hear u out,Good friends will try to help u out,best friends can only carry u part of the way...but u still need to walk the rest of your life with someone who will be there for u no matter what... I thot i found it time and again,only to lose it in all the worst ways possible... Well,byezzz.... I'm Yourz....Forever to the power of infinity times Eternity

blah blah...

Just reached home.... Dunno wat to do... Haha... Suddenly,although my heart has calmed down,the feeling of loneliness has finally set in... Haven been so lonely for so long le...

Realized today that someone has really been reading my blog...haha... Welcome welcome...Didn't think u will really come in... Tired le,i dunno how to go on...

Well,Good night,sleep tight,sweet dreamz,guai guai...

Hey...Take a Bow...

This song really hits the spot right now....(^V^)

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

An' don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show,Really had me going
But now it's time to go,Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show,Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now),Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (ohh)

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show,Really had me going
But now it's time to go,Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show,Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now),Go on and take a bow

Ohh, and the award for best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show,Really had me going
But now it's time to go,Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show,Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now),Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

Gwen,me with En-en....

Hey,hey,my baby's birthday reaching le...(^V^) Gotta go find her soon... Miss her alot... Been bz with Steph so much this past half a year and never called her or anything liaoz... She muz be angry...Well,i'm back for you and that's all that matters now...

Well,it's time to put her aside for now,there are some things that i gotta do first... (She wudn't wan me ard anyway...hehe)She also seems to have forgotten that she said she wud meet me this weekend...hmm...let's see how lah,i haven gotten a call yet from her....I think i really dun mean anything to her now,esp after the big huha she gave me last monday....

Anyway,back to my cutie...This photo i attached here on my blog was the most recent one that i last took with her...Hmm... Think it was early Sept? Rite Gwen? We took it early Sept rite? Help me here...Think it was b4 the quarrel bah,that's all i can remember....Recently quite STML...

Well,Gwen told me middle of last night that she needed me to do something for her,so guys,those whom i had asked to help me do "WHATEVER" for her,you all better help ah... If not i give you all one time jia lat jia lat...haha...
(It's in RED, so i really meant it,no joking...You all know what she was,is,will be to me...SO...IMPORTANT!!!)

One last msg b4 i end for this session,it's for you,i know you'll be reading this... Good Nite,Sleep Tight,Sweet Dreamz,Guai Guai...Miss you alot...and wait for me...Be back very very soon...

你还爱我吗？一直好想问你这句话。。。

Haha,today is two weeks le,and hmm...One of us is moving on pretty well... I've not much to complain about really.

Do you guys know what hurts more than being taken for a ride and betrayed? It's being mistaken for being a destroyer of people's lives...When in fact my life is now broken and tattered...Whose life is more destroyed???(^V^)

Well,haha,i brought it all upon myself...But i promised that i would be back,i would bounce back and climb back up the position that belongs to me...人在做，天在看。。。坏事跑不掉，努力会有回报。。。

I'm not gonna say anything about that r/s...Like how i've told u guys,it's because i realize that i like another girl...The girl that left me early this year March 20th...That was the girl i fell madly in love with...I will go back after her when i get my courage and confidence back,right now,i have none of those...Im no much better off dead...Wait for my revival,Ball-Ball auntie...

Right now i just want to ask...你还爱我吗？一直好想问你这句话。。。

我的心真的受伤了,如果你还爱我....(T-T)

窗外阴天了音乐低声了,我的心开始想你了,灯光也暗了音乐低声了,口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了,我的心开始想你了,电话响起了你要说话了,还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了,是你变了是你变了,灯光熄灭了音乐静止了,滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐,我的心真的受伤了...

如果你还爱我...我带着一颗疲惫的心走了,我知道自己在你心里已不重要,虽然我们曾经相聚过,也许对于你来说,已经没有什么值得回忆,我带着一颗沉重的心走了,我知道自己没有勇气道别离,虽然我们曾经拥有过,但是对于你来说,已经没有什么值得回忆,难道早以注定,不能真正拥有你,难道我真心付出一切,只为了承受孤单和寂寞,我知道你不敢对我坦白,是不要看到我的伤怀,虽然你没有说要离开我,我已经感到你不再属于我,如果你还爱我,你不会对我如此的冷漠,又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊,如果你还爱我,你不会对我如此的冷漠,我只能含着眼泪,默默的离开.....

I have no choice rite?

Just left my heart behind...People used to say letting go is the hardest...but sometimes i wonder,does it apply only for certain people? Well,after going thru a recent spate of bad luck,i came to this conclusion.... What is love? Everyone is born with half a heart,Love is when your heart finds it's other half in another. I thot i've found it in dear dear,but,i wasn't the other half for her... Right now,at this moment all i can do is leave you alone,because我太爱你... Hope he treats you and loves you as much as i do,because i know for certain...that no one can beat me in that...

Do i try to destroy people's life?haha,why wasn't it brought up that the other guy did destroy our lives???Hmmm? I didn't even try,but he did... Who's the evil one?sadzzz... And want to compare hurt value? Who do you also think is more hurt? Sigh,when things go wrong,everything the party tries to do to salvage is considered extra and worthless,while the other,no matter what wrong was committed,can be covered...Open your eyes,and see the truth...You yourself know what's the truth in your heart...Face it,dun deny it...Who's the real third party and who's the real one to you...

Remember your last few promises to me,and hope you keep it,someone once told me that she cant remember promises she made to a guy that she doesn't love...Will you?

hi....

This is me and Steph... Taken on my birthday... supposed to be our anniversary but somethings have been wrong between us. it'll turn out fine... i hope...