心伤心痛不痛...

It's 4am...and i cant sleep...It's getting worse day by day...Everytime i close my eyes,happy moments start flowing back,i'm too afraid to sleep,because i'll dream of .... Very soon i wun be able to take it anymore...Actually you made a choice right...that's why u become so willing to hurt me by letting me read all those things...I cannot blame you but i just did what i think was right den...If i could go back,i would do it all over again...If i made a mistake by falling for you,den i would wan my entire life to be a mistake...and end it now...End it just for you...
你笑着说他是朋友,但你眼中太温柔....我的不安那么沉重,只有你不懂...
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落,所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多,你总这样说,但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多,我也这样说,这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么,虽然你不说都是错在我,太晚我才懂爱了你太多