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Friday, November 30, 2007

You dun know the real meaning of things...

Morning is here,so fast...seems like i just laid on my bed on unable to catch any real sleep and it's already morning le,why do the nights past so quickly for the past few days...I know it's very easy for you to leave,you just shut the door and walk away,not even checking if the person walking with you got trapped in the door that you slammed shut anot...
We've been together long enough to do things that we both understand without saying anything...but if you feel that what i did was unforgivable and you dun wanna give me the chance of explaining.It's fine.You can choose to continue to lie to yourself and think that i really am such an asshole and that i want to try treat you that way willingly...But you are wrong lor,lying to oneself will only not help matters but end up making things worse.Why suffer by having negative thots...And if you want to enlist other's help in making me feel uncomfortable and sad,i tell you ok,you succeeded extremely well,i lost all will in continuing any treatment,if you really mean you want me gone,i tell you what,don't use those type of tactics,i do it personally,i end it myself.Easier...Seriously it has always been about urself hasn't it? Since you made your choice,i'll let you believe what you did is right...I wun correct you now,but if you think the times and happy moments cannot withstand something like this,it just proves that the letter is right isn't it?How you want me to take it back now,i dun understand.Because you think you know what the letter is,when infact,you don't even know a single thing,so if you want to stay upset,go ahead,but not at me,at yourself because you "assume" things again...Like aways,but this time,you're not only wrong,you're totally not in the situation...

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