My heart hopefully will go on...

It's late,cannot sleep...Run out of medicine le and my head is as troubled and as pain as my heart...I actually pretty much guessed it would come to this...It's finally October le,the part where i feared will come is finally upon us...except this time...it might be forever...Every year i know this period will be like that,but this time,i really put my heart and effort into it...but...seems like it still is not enough...
I will never leave you and as long as you keep the necklace and ring beside you,my presence will always be with you...Hopefully nothing happens and we can carry on our story...

"在你左右还要多久,
怎么样才能让时间倒流,
每一分每一秒都珍重,
握紧的手不愿放松,
十点半的飞机它在等候,
不要再让自己的眼泪流,
我必须要走,
要记得,
我们的故事真难忘,
太多的回忆和希望,
不管它有多疯狂,
我愿意一生收藏,
我们的故事不能忘,
太多的情节要发展,
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续..."