你要加油。。。

如果问我死后的愿望，还有什么好留下，我立刻回答，一个好影子在地球上，毕竟我无法，时时刻刻看护在身旁。。。
如果老天只让我多爱你四天，我会要求，春天，夏天，秋天，冬天。。。如果老天要给我两天，我想再爱你在每个白天和黑天。。。如果他只给我一天。。。。我希望能爱你在我剩下的人生里的每一天。。。如果有人问我，我的爱得放下一个期限。。。我希望会是爱你一万年。。。

I feel like ....

Cmon la, i just ask for a little request earlier and you said ok,but now?i still yet to get anything leh...I know i'm not important to you,but dun make it so obvious can? Since you dislike the sight of me so much,den?Why still wan me around?
I beginning to feel like i'm a bloody nuisance myself too...Always have to use coax or even pull off special stunts just to.... Others spend half the effort but get twice the result and time.... I totally begin to despise myself...
Sigh~~i just need to hang on for awhile more le,the and my end is coming soon...

Sixteen days to go...

Our promises...you forgetting one by one....

Finally settled one of the last few items for you...Soon...i will be preparing to be gone le,hope the set can bring you utmost enjoyment and accompaniment...I will add a few personnel touches,hope you dun get upset...or angry...(^V^)
Well,it's getting closer and closer...19 days...Preparation for the D-day is beginning to get into motion,haizzz~~~hope you never forgot what we agreed on.Although after today,i know u already did...It's good however...if i leave,you wun feel sad for me le...(^V^)...because,you've gotten over me and dun feel anything for me already...Cause,the last thing i wan,is to see you sad...
Guys,you all already know what might happen le nor,remember what i asked you all to promise me?
When i'm not around,help her.... as how you wud help me if i was in trouble or bullied... That person MUST BE TREATED the same as me practically,u guys wun let me be bullied or see me in trouble rite?Hehe...And dun bully my SON,haha,ya confirm le,he is a BOI, i got someone...hmm... ok,something,(T-T) to carry on my legacy...hehe...that's what son's are for mah...

Cute right?

Omg people...This will be one of the cutest gers i think i will ever have laid eyes on or know about her... Haha...She's quite a dream ain't she???
Sadz...Too bad i got someone else le leh,if not ....haizzzzz.... so i will have to say no to her....haha(^V^)Therefore i will reject all everyone else...
Just joking la,k?Dun go sue me ah....to the reader....
But really la,i where got time to look for a new one le?I already on time shortage already,find new one some more nor....Old one cannot settle le wor how to settle any new ones???huh huh huh???
Time's almost up,20 days to go...

曾经在不知多久前的某年的某月的某一天，我决定爱上了你。。。
如果爱你是个错，那我这辈子从来都没对过。。。
但我的爱已有了期限，我只能爱你爱到。。。
某年某月的某一天直到我微笑的闭上眼，
闪过心里最后的画面还是蓝天里的你。。。
爱到某年某月的某一天渴望一直守护一个人的感觉，
让我邀请你一起去看一看永远。。。

I know...

Unable to sleep,dun noe what happened to me son,think he is sick ba...Loss of hair i search on the net means that it might be mites...Gotta get him to see the doctor soon,it might be the last thing that i can do for him already...
In the afternoon just now,(Friday),u ask me out to lunch nor,was it because you already know that you decided to do other things during the weekend,so afraid that i wud make noise?I know...Dun need to go appease me like that de,u dun have to...I used to this kind of things le...Just didn't expect that you'll prioritise it over Marsh...Must be damn important for you then...
Anyway,i think i feel it's getting closer,since this morning,condition getting from bad to worse,well,God ah,i need only another 21 more days,make it a good solid 21 days...After that,i let you take over...OK?

Thanks God...(^V^)
Nitez ppl,i gotta continue surfing to see which doctor is the best,attach a magic show for you all to enjoy...

thursday

i miss you like this way...

I wun be around forever...and 我以为....Ok?

In June,time was beautiful and moments were cherished...
In August,things could be said to be looking up at the peak which means the only way was down...
In October,time is scarce and dreams are cold like the upcoming of the Winter season...
In the future,time is something that i can afford no more...
I wun be around forever,it's a fact,you know it,i know you know it...We just cannot face it...
痛是什麽感觉？是想呐喊却无言。心被你一片一片撕下还不肯破裂
是谁让你转变？不再留恋我的体贴。你用背叛告别从前，我只想对你更好不埋怨
我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲。熬过宽容的疲惫，幸福会给我抚慰。。。心疼你的泪水，原谅你的不对，只求交心不苛求完美。。。我以为爱是痛苦的滋味，你会让我不后悔这样把你宝贝，但你却教会我懂爱你可悲，爱不在了做什麽都枉费。。。。

A church...

After school,i was pretty upset actually but what to do?I noe my standing...Before going home for dinner,i happened to walk past a church,dun noe what came over me,but i decided to take a step in...I suddenly began to pray for something...I have only really prayed seriously for a few times in my life,this is one of those rare times that i meant it...
An unselfish prayer for someone...but a selfish reason for praying,but it really is not that bad if u
feel like me...haha...i start to sound silly...but i was already silly before it...so is it considered start???hmm....

要记得我哟。。。(^V^)

Hey hey,woke up early today...Gotta go to "school' later...Yupz, school(^V^),i will be there later...
For most prob the whole day later today...Hope that it can end early and i will be able to come home ba...
At least i wun be alone...Just hope that Sheryl wun be too late again later,the other time i pick her up hor,piang eh,she made me wait nor,then we were late for the session...This is something new this time,better be there early,never go before,dunno will there be any complications...
Thinking alot this past few days,really surprising how people can feel differently on the same subject...
Some are afraid of change,want to stay where they are and are unable to take on new challenges...Not wanting to get hurt...I dun blame them,protecting one self is human nature,perfectly normal...
There are also this small group of minority whom are spurred on by challenges,what you think of as impossible could also be impossible to them..But to them,impossible is nothing...Even thou you are faced with failure as a possibility,you stare it straight in the face and tell the other person that you dun care if they are going to drop,i want to get it on between us while we still can...
Both groups are right in their own aspect,just how you look at them...
For me,i can only say,"Dun worry,you're not wrong(^V^)" to the first group and "sorry,i cannot do it" to the second...They'll know who they are...
Well,gotta to "prepare" for skool le...

Special announcement for two people:Sheryl,the answer you always wanted,and i refuse to tell you in person...haha...i feel better disturbing you like that,can boost my blog hits somemore:"Yes,very beautiful"Happy now?

And den Jolin nor..."Always like dat de you(^V^),make me wait and wait for you to end it,faster end it soon and take your thing from my place..."hehe, joking,not angry,but really lah,faster claim ur thing ok???

Take care people...Esp you,Gwen,keep it on you,it will protect you de,our charm our promise...And take care of our "son"....Son right? hmm...

Superbad movie review

Superbad!!! movie review... Nope,it does not mean that this movie is lousy,infact,it's plain hilarious...
But beware,really really coarse language is to be expected here...The main character,curses and swears every min of the show.However,it really makes out to be a great movie.According to someone in my car who said,4 star rating movie wor...It lives up to it's rating albeit it could do with less cussing and swearing...
The movie begins in pre-high school graduation period...Remember this word guys,"PERIOD" it makes a major appearance in this movie.(^V^)...Back to movie,it portrays two high school would be grads who would be splitting up after so many years together as best friends...
But the two of them want to go out with a bang,failures at school have caused them to be "unused" for the past 3 years and deemed as the low-lifes of school,not getting invites to parties,not having any girlfriends and worse of all they are still virgins...
Gathering another one of their friends(who prides himself by owning a fake ID),they set out to change their future...What does fate hold for them?Watch the movie to find out...
And btw,this movie will greatly change your perception on Police Officers...hehe...really greatly...

As an ending,i would like to say,Thanks for watching together with me...By the time this is posted up,you'll have read "it"...Take care...Dun worry about what i said you be doing on Sunday...

Overall rating for movie: a cool 9/10...
Recommend to watch:Yah,you guys should watch it,but to inform you ah,it's a M18 movie and really alot,alot of vulgar language...

Book of no return...

Today the book should be on the way to it's destination le bah...U've got a test tmr,i dun wanna disturb you today,wun find you...But that doesn't mean dat bu hui xiang ni...Tmr will be the acid test for us,i dun want to say too much now...

Am i huggable?

Today,had dinner at this Korean Charcoal BBQ restaurant after i had settled my car...Was involved in an accident with a taxi,couple of days back...Anyway,back to the dinner...Warning for you guys out there:When you going for Korean food,be sure to always ask first if they would be giving you a humongous portion of side dishes.We learnt it the hard way...(T-T)...
However,food was good thou...Service was quite good,the staff attentive to your needs until *hehe* someone "important " appeared...I had to stand to welcome him...=) Whenever he went toilet,i also had to stand to eat my food...
This action of mine caused somebody to laugh non-stop till tears appeared...and...that wasn't the last time i saw the tears that night...It appeared again...when we were home...Sorry,dun cry for me ok?I dun deserve it...And...im really very huggable...right???(^V^)
Soon...you'll be receiving the book...den things will change...Take care...

I will be fine...

Went to watch Mr Woodcock last night...Sigh~~~someone was supposed to turn up but i think maybe the other outing was much more fun,that's why there was a no-show...Sadzzz...
Anyway,since things are now like this already,if that is how i deserved to be treated,den ok lor...
As for myself,u guys dun nid worry too much about me la...I'm fine,nothing will happen yet...

Btw,gotta provide the answers for the 心理测验i gave a couple of weeks back(pls refer to the left side)

A)If you chose this,the feelings that you are feeling for your partner is regret,you are already regretting choosing your current partner.Most prob you two are already arguing quite often.

B)If you chose this,the feelings that you are feeling is that you are already regretting your decision...But due to whatever love you have left for him,is keeping you from telling him anything that will affect your relationship.

C)If you chose this,the feelings that you are feeling is one of whole hearted love,you will overlook all his bad points to just stay with him...

Hope it helps you guys....Cheers...

Will i be forgotten???or will you Remember me this way?My special way....

Every now and then,we'll find a "special friend",who never lets us down,who understands it all,reaches out each time you fall,you're the best that I've ever found,i know you can't stay,but part of you will never ever go away,your heart will stay...
I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true...That life will just be kind,to such a gentle mind...
If you lose your way,think back on yesterday...Remember me this way,Remember me this way...
I don't need eyes to see,the love you bring to me,no matter where I go and I know that you'll be there...Forevermore a part of me,You're everywhere,I'll always care...

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you...
I'll be standing by your side in all you do...
And I won't ever leave,As long as you believe,You just believe...
You've got a part of me on you...

野百合也有春天....

“彷佛如同一场梦我们如此短暂的相逢,你像一阵春风轻轻柔柔吹入我心中,而今何处是你往日的笑容,记忆中那样熟悉的笑容,你可知道我爱你想你怨你念你深情永不变,爱你想你怨你念你深情永不变,难道你不曾回头想想昨日的誓言..."

You guys take care nor...

Hello Kitty Tattoo!!!

Yesterday,saw this hello kitty tattoo...Damn interesting...Managed to see it mainly because of Sheryl hor... Because yesterday after school i was with her for sometime...Haha...We were so seriously playing Black Magic,White Magic and even Silver Magic!!! So sadz....(^V^)
Den because i went back late so i managed to see this lady with the tattoo...Abit blurry thou...
Well,anyway,staying back late was quite hmm....productive...We made plans to go eat Moroccan food,crabs...But that's for much later...
Oh ya.....After so long my report is finally churned out....It's not nice...So sadz....(^V^)but still must continue on with daily life right???Life is never a bed of roses,even if it is,it's still full of thorns...
Take care peeps...Enjoy your day to the max ah...Cheers...

...the days i miss

I'm not really gonna complain anymore le,i tried whatever i could to salvage the situation that has aroused recently... Sometimes一个手掌拍不响...I can't do anything if i'm not allowed to do anything
... Since that's how you decide you want things to be,i will keep quiet...
I wun be around forever,it's a fact,just wanna get as much happy memories as possible while i can...

"I miss it when my phone will ring in the morning with sweet little good morning msgs...
I miss the days where a day would end with a nice little dinner together...
I miss the days where i didn't need an excuse to look for you...
I miss the days where we would have no problems meeting...
I miss the days that you would look for me...
But most of all.... I miss you..."

This month always sux....解脱...

October come liao lor....Pattern also start liao lor....Sigh~~~The both of us ah...

Today it comes from a song...

变了心的人,越想越伤人...枯坐到清晨,阳光替房间开了灯...
想!若结局一样,又何苦再想...伤!若让人成长,我为什么怕分手的伤...
解脱...是肯承认这是个错,我不应该还不放手,你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱...是懂擦干泪看以后,找个新方向往前走,这世界辽阔,我总会实现一个梦

爱我的人和我爱的人

盼不到我爱的人,我知道我愿意再等,疼不了爱我的人,片刻柔情它骗不了人,我不是无情的人,却将你伤的最深,我不忍我不能,别再认真,忘了我的人。。。
离不开我爱的人，我知道爱需要缘分,放不下爱我的人,因为了解她多么认真,为什么最真的心,碰不到最好的人,我不问我不能,拥在怀中,直到她变冷。。。
爱我的人为我痴心不悔，我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲,在乎的人始终不对,谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切,我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎,爱与被爱同样受罪,为什么不懂拒绝。。。痴情的包围。。。

So painful...

Good de morning people... Just woke up...(T-T) Tired and feeling uncomfortable abit painful infact(dunno why or where,just feel uncomfortable)
Went to Batam yesterday,to buy donuts...Donuts that i owe and promised...Dun think we going anywhere anytime soon,so might as well settle what i can,while i can or when i can...
我谁？我是Louis nor...从来都是说话算话的人，最讨厌说话不算话和和不守诺言了的感觉...(^V^)
because i know how it feels like to be on the receiving end,so i dun want anybody to feel it,esp the important one...
Well,about the trip ytd,i went to Harbourfront,got a ticket and took the hour long ride to Batam...Wasn't supposed to go without company lah,but people must have been held up with more important people and meetings,so just placed me at the back of the mind and forget to contact me...but it's ok...我慢慢习惯在幕后了...
Back to the trip,the trip there actually lasted 1hr and 20 mins nor...piang eh,lucky i had my mp3 wit me,if not i'll die of boredom inside the ferry...The fun part was actually when i went into the Batam center ferry terminal,wow...the money changers there hor,OMG... They were actually super hot girls inside the counters practically using those type of very 风骚 or what we call very 爹type of voice to attract customers...I didn't know that a simple line of"先生要换钱吗？"could sound so flirtatious and 淫荡...hehe...Too bad i changed $$$ in Singapore already,if not sure change there de...(^V^) No wonder all the Singapore ah peks go there to invest their CPF...if i live that long hor....hehe...*joking la hor ppl,i not this type of ppl,i very good boy de...In fact someone said i'm silly for going there just to buy donuts...for you...i really am...*
After i cleared immigration,walked over to the Megamall... First thing i did there was to go A & W to eat... Tried their cheese balls,omg they were very nice,decided i had to get them later again for someone to try it also...Which i did and in fact,i also took one of their Mugs back for souvenir...
Went to get somethings for myself,den went to their super-market for shopping...Bought quite a few things and only after i paid for them,did i remember that i have not bought the donuts yet!!! I would later have to queue with all the heavy shopping bags!!! Sadz...
However,queuing up was relatively easy,just lug around a few plastic bags mah,then point point point at which donuts u wan before u go pay for it and lug around another few more bags till u get on the ferry back lor...Took the 8.30pm ferry back and my trusty mp3 player came to my rescue again...
Coming back was much faster and took really only one hour...Reached Singapore at 9.30pm cleared customs by 10pm and went on a personal delivery service... Wasn't home until 12,and after bathing,was so super shagged that i slept till now...sigh~~~ Still being ignored...Enjoy your day people...I know i wun...

This is for我爱的人

我知道故事不会太曲折，我总会遇见一个什么人，陪我过没有了她的人生，成家立业之类的等等。。。
她做了她觉得对的选择，我只好祝福她真的对了。。。
爱不到我最想要爱的人，谁还能要我怎样呢？
我爱的人不是我的爱人，她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍，让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人，从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」，就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声。。。。
Okay?

Nitez people...

My heart hopefully will go on...

It's late,cannot sleep...Run out of medicine le and my head is as troubled and as pain as my heart...I actually pretty much guessed it would come to this...It's finally October le,the part where i feared will come is finally upon us...except this time...it might be forever...Every year i know this period will be like that,but this time,i really put my heart and effort into it...but...seems like it still is not enough...
I will never leave you and as long as you keep the necklace and ring beside you,my presence will always be with you...Hopefully nothing happens and we can carry on our story...

"在你左右还要多久,
怎么样才能让时间倒流,
每一分每一秒都珍重,
握紧的手不愿放松,
十点半的飞机它在等候,
不要再让自己的眼泪流,
我必须要走,
要记得,
我们的故事真难忘,
太多的回忆和希望,
不管它有多疯狂,
我愿意一生收藏,
我们的故事不能忘,
太多的情节要发展,
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续..."

Lunch lunch,dinner dinner!!!

(This is Jolin蔡依林 newest MV爱无赫...She looks way better than the Jolin i know personally...hehe)
Very early GOOD MORNING to you ppl!!! Never see me so early before right???(^v^) Feeling chirpy today,hehe...Meeting ppl for lunch and dinner...Yipee!!!
But the past two days was abit sad la hor...I had a bunch of things not going for me,including a few broken promises...A few on Saturday and one on Sunday...*sigh~~~* Sometimes,i really wonder,am i wrong in trying to ask for somethings to keep me happy...Certain things i want are not given to me,therefore i need to be abit tactical and try to make do with what i can,as for the rest...i have to ask for it...but seems like i asking for too much...Don't worry,i wun let you make anymore silly promises le...I dun wan to be upset at u anymore...
Anyway,Promises are really just verbal agreements made to be broken,it's just that they are beautiful while they lasted,and treasured when they end...
But dun worry,all my promises to you will always stand and i wun break them de...Not to you...(^V^)
Well,gotta go to class later,really looking forward to lunch later also...Hehe...But i really hope nothing goes wrong again...I will be really really upset and miserable if we cant go for it this time...Anyway,i dun think anything will happen de,sometimes i really 想太多...=)