Back from Batam...

Back from batam le...Certain things did not go as expected and certain things exceeded expectations...
Upon reaching the place,we were ferried to the Holiday Inn hotel...After checking into the hotel,we made our way to Nagoya Hill shopping mall...We spent quite a lot of time shopping there and were pleasantly surprised by how cheap the things there were...I even got a pair of shoes for myself.
What was disappointing was that *sigh* certain promises were not kept and i was made to feel bad for even entertaining those thots....
I got royally slammed later that night by Pohs because of this,but that's between us la...Still the best's of friends...He's just damned worried about me and frustrated about what's happening...I know you'll read this sooner or later,so sorry bout the trip,Pohs...tell Jess sorry for me too...
Anyway,after Nagoya,we went to Megamall,if really anything,that's where true friends come to light man....Thanks for helping out there bros,appreciate it to the max nor...
Finally,our last stop was at 939 Golden Prawn...Ok...This wasn't my first place in mind but no choice,i couldn't change it at all...The food there wasn't really that great and expensive,the coconut's not really sweet but it's supposed to be the number one there...We even had to tah pau KFC back to the hotel for spares...
The ride back was when things became slightly interesting,we finally clicked...Just that the trip back was a little too short sia...We reached the hotel by 9pm and everybody washed up,changed and we went about doing our things...I tried but i failed to repeat what i got in the van...Maybe it was a long day,everybody went to sleep early...Not me thou,i had to do guard-duty nor,it's the 7th month after-all...Promised to not let anything happened and i got to write something on her hands...
That line,for forever....Will never change...

The next morning was supposed to have been the happiest moment of my life yet,but i was only to find out later that night that it was actually the worst moment for me...EVER...Period...I wun go into detail,but i will just say that things are actully...not so sunny for me...Honestly i feel like crap now,i lost all momentum in my efforts le,should i even dare try to continue after losing a person's trust?Should i?

Nitez people...(T-T)