i want to ask.....

I dunno how to ask certain questions....In my entire life,i have never felt so wu-neng before...
Suddenly i became the most 'hum'-man on earth... I thot i was everything but infact,i am nothing....How come i become like this??? Can somebody please enlighten me?
Therefore,i ended up giving a stinking face today... Sorry to whom i showed that stinking face to...I not purposely de,you noe my pi qi is not good at all... When can i see the end of all this?